Why I feel like this? Good question. But i always feel like I’m getting pushed back and forgot about. I feel like the only people who care is my family and my amazing boyfriend. No one ever askes me to hang out or anything it feels like people are getting sick of me and pulling away. Fine, go ahead if you wanna push me away, I don’t care anymore. Go have fun with your new best friends. But you’re gonna miss me. Cuz honestly, I’m done feeling like my heart is being ripped out then putting back in then to repeat the cycle. I don’t know how to feel anymore. I just feel like I’m almost back to the point I don’t wanna go again. Then no one understands and says that I’m depressed… Well in a way, I guess I am when it comes to this cuz I’ve lost a lot of friends before and I never thought I’d lose you:( But if I do… I guess I’ll get over it. Whatever… I’m out